Mad

I have been acting all strange
and I am all to blame,
‘cause I tried to change
whilst knowing I’ll always be the same.

I was afraid to stay,
thought I couldn’t be free,
so I started running away
from the person that is me.

So much in my head,
words that have been said,
feelings I can’t forget
and choices I still regret.
I might be going mad.

I have searched for years
to find the strength that’s inside.
Now I’ve conquered my fears,
no longer will I hide.

Now I’m finally back
to whom I’m supposed to be.
And I’m ready to attack
those who want to disagree.

So much in my head
words that have been said,
feelings I can’t forget
and choices I still regret.
I’m fine with being mad.